Feb 25

all these tears in darkness weep
ends bleak morning with a dream
your heart far away from everything
these streams, my eyes yearning

whom fortune has chosen to never seize
thinks of you today and only weeps
my blind love a heart won't bring
these streams, my eyes yearning

one today will bring you candles
and count fires for another year passed
another will bring you gifts in gilded wrap
I will lay unraveled in darkest silence 

shame and embarrassed at my words undone
retreating to not hurt the one i love
for the sight or sound of me would cause you pain
a failed love I could not hide from thee
My I love you I should have refrained
I hurt by knowing I hurt by speaking
I lay in darkness that I revealing
Was reviled oh were I to go back
I would go back to silent dreaming

these streams, my eyes yearning
whom fortune has chosen to never seize
ends bleak morning with a dream
thinks of you today and only weeps

A failure at love
Who weeps
Ashamed for words shared
A heart broken in pieces
At the thought of you, your name
On my lips, your eyes in my memory,
What is the name
Of that love?

I die daily living on in grief. 
All the day is darkness I bear to weep.
I lie daily dying down on me.
All the night is light my body becoming.